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2004-05-03 20:34:20 ET I haven’t been posting very often again. I remember the first days when I first entered this site I did have time to post somehow more often than now... it’s been almost 2 years now. Well, I’ll try to keep posting on my shitty life just contribute my little piece of dirt in the world. It’s late, but it’s ok because I don’t have classes tomorrow and the day after because there’s going to be a thing with the professors and teachers stuff. And talking about school, I sum up saying that in this aspect of my life I am doing really bad, ass shitty bad, I have flunked several subjects and decaying in many others. I’m starting to worry wondering if I’ll effectively complete my career; I’m barely in 3rd semester, there are 9, and I’m already decaying. I guess it’s mainly because the lack of interest lately... when I chose this career I wanted it because I just needed anything where I could learn and use more mathematics, but, now that I see it not many professors teach much math the way I liked it... again my woe that I’ve never been or acted like a nerd or geek, but I damn like pure math. And speaking of knowledge, my passion for music is also becoming stronger, such that I starting to think seriously if whenever I finish my career (if I finish it), after that I’ll try to study a career in music, perhaps in composition, but if so, I need to start learning to play piano, because I can’t think of much harmony and chords with the violin as I could with a piano. Well... I’ll see about that later. Also I’d like to restart to have a schedule for taking a bit of time a day or week to sit down and draw as I used to draw before, or maybe make a new habit of reading books, I don’t remember when was the last time I finished a book. |
