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2004-07-24 22:33:38 ET Heh... I constantly get sad or depressed, that’s an easy thing to do with the life I have, but at least today something felt nice, which was having a hell of s rainy storm at 6 pm, I wish there could be a whole 365-day year of cloudy days in a row that’d be nice. I received an email about some girl who happened to see some of my drawings in this subcultures.net gallery and asked about how I did them. Well, I haven’t dedicate enough time lately to drawing, but I did told her how I usually draw. Plus some documental videos I’ve seen lately on TV about some painters and some mysteries about DaVinci have made me starve fro drawing again, but I can’t seem to find the proper inspiration when I’m sitting on the desk trying to draw something... I get too distracted. I’ll found another page for music harmony, and another for counterpoint, I’ll be damn trying to read as much as I can understand to keep “composing” some midis; I can see totally see why it really takes of a whole career to be a composer, I’m blowing my brains out trying to make a simple Fugue and I hardly got to make a short Cannon, whatever, I’ll try to keep doing something whenever I find myself inspired. So many times I have a lot of shit I feel like posting here but I end either forgetting it don’t knowing to say it. I can’t be a poet, but damn I always have a tormented mind. It’s all about mentality. I can’t be a poet but a mediocre philosopher through the way of arts. |
