2004-09-10 20:58:12 ET|
Today I got too depressed, just about a couple hours ago, damn depressed. Maybe one solely reason becomes many when you see it from different eyes.
Iím sick, like caught a cold or something, my head hurts.
I donít know if Iím still worth of something, maybe I just waste space in subkultures.net always writing the same mood of my life all over. I then should write other psychotic ideas, or insane dreams and impossible fantasies; or just a normal ďjournalĒ? What did I do today?
-I had a test at 7:00 am; at 1:00 pm they already had the results, I flunked, thank you.
-I decide to go with classmates to a pool-bar, I didnít drink because Iíve been borrowing the car and I still donít dare to drive drunk at 3:oo pm, so I only played billiard.
-At 7:00 pm went to music thing, bored, nothing new on ďtheoryĒ music, perhaps he already knows that I know too much.
-At 8:30 pm went to see a concert of the Camerata. There, at 9:30 or 10:00 pm got over depressed while having many thoughts. Came back home, then at 11:00 pm practiced the violin for an hour or so. Then took a shower, then Iím here. In the Dark.