Why am I here? I don't fit anywhere.
2005-03-12 22:37:33 ET

Iím a student, Iím always craving to learn something I like.
Iím constantly depressed, or Iím either way apathetic.
I donít find amusing many things most of people do.
I normally wear black clothes.
I donít believe in god or any religion.
Iím not attractive, Iím not amusing, I donít know how to please someone or how to make someone like me.
I donít have any really close friends; I donít have enemies either really.
I normally like music most of people donít know much of.
I think Iím agoraphobic; I really start to get obnoxious around a crowd.
Iím not very attached to animals, I donít find amusing having pets. Only once started to like a cat but thatís all.
Iíve wished death to some people and donít regret it.
I wish I had a partner... Iím terribly shy, and boring; I never know what to say.
Iím constantly indecisive, always answering back ďI donít knowĒ.
I donít like watching my face.
I donít like patriotism itís ridiculous to be judged by your nationality.
I found really stupid being vegetarian by the sole reason because ďitís bad eating animalsĒ.
Iím such a dreamer, always imaging stuff, imaging that I was successful at something.
I like mathematics, drawing, painting, music.
Iím such a fool. I canít speak to a girl without getting nervous. Iím so shy, stupid, boring or either someone else gets in the way.
I might have a romanticist, noble, gentle personality sometimes, and others Iím a cheap vulgar coldhearted insane scumbag.
Iím always afraid of saying something wrong or afraid of hurting someone, mainly that's why I'm so quiet and shy.
I donít believe in any supernatural bullshit or spirituality stuff.
Sometimes I wish I died right way, sometimes I wish I could live long just to keep learning more stuff.
Iím fucking tired; as by described above I donít have much qualities to be liked for.


2005-03-13 07:56:33 ET

Allow me to copy and paste your statements that also apply to me:


Iím a student, Iím always craving to learn something I like.
Iím constantly depressed, or Iím either way apathetic.
I normally wear black clothes.
Iím not attractive, Iím not amusing, I donít know how to please someone or how to make someone like me.
I normally like music most of people donít know much of.
I think Iím agoraphobic; I really start to get obnoxious around a crowd.
Iíve wished death to some people and donít regret it.
I wish I had a partner... Iím terribly shy, and boring; I never know what to say.
Iím constantly indecisive, always answering back ďI donít knowĒ.
I donít like watching my face.
I donít like patriotism itís ridiculous to be judged by your nationality.
I found really stupid being vegetarian by the sole reason because ďitís bad eating animalsĒ.
Iím such a dreamer, always imaging stuff, imaging that I was successful at something.
I like mathematics, drawing, painting, music.
Iím such a fool. I canít speak to a (guy) without getting nervous. Iím so shy, stupid, boring or either someone else gets in the way.
I might have a romanticist, noble, gentle personality sometimes, and others Iím a cheap vulgar coldhearted insane scumbag.
Iím always afraid of saying something wrong or afraid of hurting someone, mainly that's why I'm so quiet and shy.
Sometimes I wish I died right way, sometimes I wish I could live long just to keep learning more stuff.


See? We're really not that different. I know it's hard, but if you give people a chance, you're more likely to find people that are similar.

*hugs*

2005-03-14 11:27:46 ET

To find similar people? mmh... miles away though.
Well, *hugs back* thanks. It's just that sometimes, somethings put me really down like this.

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