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2005-05-10 19:35:35 ET I’m recovered from the sickness I had and that I talked about in the last entry. So I don’t suffer from physical complaints anymore, just the usual mental problems of daily apathy and depressions. It’s just so annoying when someone you dislike invades places you like (about music stuff). I’ve been having –again, for the 100th time- weird thoughts, yet focused on my reality. What if I start cutting myself, but harder this time, I won’t deny my occasionally intents of masochism, may haps as a chance to distract the mental pain and cloak it with something physical, heh, no wonder I like watching at knifes or blades. The same rant, I guess all of my sk.net entries are about the same shit, whatever, I can’t help it, I wish I could say I’m so blissfully happy with my social life like most members of this site. I’m not blaming anyone or saying it’s wrong to be like that, it’s just that... well, many members I started to get a long well in here have either gone away or quit posting anything. What happened to Moonglow? She seemed to be the very only one who really understood me in here and she left sk.net, as well as other ex-members that I read their journals have gone. Maybe I should go too, I don’t know, I definitely don’t fit anywhere. |
