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2002-07-22 08:54:20 ET Things, things… I feel so weird, I could write many stuff but I don’t feel much comfortable because these kids are telling me that we’re all going out but then they don’t decide where, so I don’t know if I’ll be able to write too much or not, damn! Well, yesterday night, I went with them –like 3 families together- bowling… go wonder… mmhh does it sound mean if I say… “I beat the kids”? And a day before went to another family’s home and they made me play “volleyball”!! I’m not a sporty person at all. I’m not fat neither skinny, nevertheless I’m not in very good shape as I used to at least 3 years ago I believe. Anyway, my hands hurt some for playing and some of my muscles too… You lazy ass Malkavian! And they keep on playing Red Hot Chili Peppers every time we’re in the car… I don’t like them, I won’t emit any offensive comment because I don’t really ‘hate’ them, I just don’t like them. Oh! What more, well as usual I’ve been feeling also too tired… or depressed… or sad… apathetic… I don’t know now how should I call it… so many, many thoughts in my head… I can’t seem to be happy at all, or make someone happy… but I mean someone I should care, not one of these kids, whatever, I hardly can concentrate typing with kids running and yelling around… repeating the word “retards” many times… aah! Anyway, I don’t know what more should I write, I really find too hard concentrating here. In other places, quieter and in the night, I feel so philosopher. Not now. |
