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2005-10-24 19:41:14 ET I haven’t been feeling mentally well since last Wednesday, that is, depressed, bored, apathetic, etc. I don’t seem to be doing really well on school, for having only 5 classes I should be putting more attention or having better notes, or studying more, but no, I just don’t seem to be very interested in that, I’m always careless about it and forgiving homeworks and such. The only class I feel interested is on Math V, but caring only for one and procrastinating the other 4 is not good. I’m mess. About the weekend, we had some visitors in the orchestra, played some dull concerts and hang out some, for which the social interaction part is where I’m blacked out; I find really difficult to get along that easy with people who finds attractive eating in fancy malls... I need to be surrounded by ...uhm, filthier places and filthier personalities, and even if so, I’m a mess searching something to talk about. I only hope the cold weathers come soon. I hate the sun. I need more clouds to dream on. |
