lately
2006-01-11 21:24:41 ET

I tried to sleep at 00:30 and I couldn’t. I can’t sleep until it’s around 2:00 or 3:00 am. Damn, it’s going to suck so much to wake up early when getting back to school, since I’ve been waking up at 11:00 am or later.

My grandfather has been feeling sick and more tired lately. He barely walks, all he can do is lay in the bed and watch tv. I haven’t had close people died, except an uncle that was murdered years ago, but I was very young and didn’t spend much time or get to knew him better, so I only felt somehow bad or sad, but I was a kid and couldn’t feel really what it means. Now my grandfather seems more delicate due to age, and I’m an adult now, I guess I’ll feel lost in a different way now, if he dies soon. I still expect him to live all this year and perhaps next year, but in deed, he looks so tired and sick lately that it got me wondering about it.

In other news, I’m reviving joys of old but classical Super Nintendo, I’ve been playing Mario World, heh, it rocks.


2006-01-12 06:38:39 ET

Dang, here's hoping your grandfather the best!

2006-01-24 22:28:21 ET

thanks

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