2006-01-11 21:24:41 ET

I tried to sleep at 00:30 and I couldnít. I canít sleep until itís around 2:00 or 3:00 am. Damn, itís going to suck so much to wake up early when getting back to school, since Iíve been waking up at 11:00 am or later.

My grandfather has been feeling sick and more tired lately. He barely walks, all he can do is lay in the bed and watch tv. I havenít had close people died, except an uncle that was murdered years ago, but I was very young and didnít spend much time or get to knew him better, so I only felt somehow bad or sad, but I was a kid and couldnít feel really what it means. Now my grandfather seems more delicate due to age, and Iím an adult now, I guess Iíll feel lost in a different way now, if he dies soon. I still expect him to live all this year and perhaps next year, but in deed, he looks so tired and sick lately that it got me wondering about it.

In other news, Iím reviving joys of old but classical Super Nintendo, Iíve been playing Mario World, heh, it rocks.

2006-01-12 06:38:39 ET

Dang, here's hoping your grandfather the best!

2006-01-24 22:28:21 ET


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