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2002-07-29 21:18:14 ET It’s been a long time since I didn’t come on to check subkulures.net because I didn’t have the time or wasn’t available to use the computer. Many things have happened to me, in here, in Dallas TX, …things really hard to feel comfortable to talk about. Like a week ago, we (and by saying we I mean me and another family and the kids in which I’m staying with) went to Six Flags, and I must say I didn’t enjoy it at all, definitely I couldn’t stand being with such a family hood, such the kids-parents thing, ah! It was horrible, for me. Days were passing by and I hadn’t started to paint something, like I was supposed to be doing there, that was why I was invited! Damn! We (yes, again) had been going to the building (where I’m supposed to paint) only to CLEAN! Yes, clean, clean all the dirt and mess. So, days had passed I and I couldn’t have the time to either paint or connect to here (subkultures.net), we were just hanging around more hostile (for me) family-type places and going to bunch of their cousins’ and uncles’/aunts’ houses …could you imagine me there mentally alone, with no one with a particular interest to talk too? Yes, I faked a lot of smiles and laughers to them… I think the few sincere smiles I gave was by staring at one of their cousins, a little cute 10 year-old girl. She was very sweet, nice and did have a kind smile; she was very pretty in deed. Moreover, I finally got to paint something. They selected an image from a National Geographic magazine for me o paint. I went with them to buy the paints and FINALLY started to paint; and as I must say, it is being a mess right now! I don’t know how will it look when I finish it, but for now I’m not happy at all with what I’ve done about it. I suck. This is the second time I use colors but this time it isn’t anything gothic-akin neither it’s something small, as I said before (I think) it is on a wall, yes, like a short mural or something, so it’s like 10 times bigger the painting at oils I did before; and this time I’m using acrylic paints now, I don’t know why, someone suggested it to me and I just grabbed them when shopping the material for it. Another thing is I’m not sure I chose the right pencils, and the paint dries o fast, is not the same as with oils, besides… it is the second time in my life I use paint! Well, this I wrote was just like a very quick resume of what I’ve done or feel in the absent time in here. But still I will write much more about what happened today, yeh, nothing written here describes what I did or felt today, it’s just that …mmh, maybe later, I don’t have much time yet to feel free for checking out the internet and subcultures as I wish to. Farewell. |
