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2002-08-21 19:37:02 ET Well, well, yesterday I cut myself when shaving... uhm, I think I was distracted thinking... just thinking, about anything, that I forgot what I was doing then I felt that I had near my upper lip, blood didn’t stop coming out, so I was there with a paper on my face until it healed. I had endured about one year without cutting myself. That was yesterday, I think it already healed most of it by now, whatever. Today I was very entertained using a program I downloaded a few days ago, it is about creating/writing music. I was trying to guess the notes of a very simple melody I have in mp3 but I spent almost all the evening trying of it I I’m not sure if I did it right, ...mother of shit! Either it’s really hard or I suck so much ass, blah. Due to the above I didn’t have much time to draw something, because lately I’ve been trying to draw a girl playing a violin so I can put it on my method book as the cover and say it was inspired by my teacher :Þ but I haven’t come to get what I want, I’ll keep practicing until I get satisfied by the result... if I can’t get to sleep maybe I could keep trying drawing it at night... which reminds me, yesterday I tried to sleep in my closet to feel what it’s like, and it was being nice but I could sleep, not because it was uncomfortable but because it was too hot, and I can’t sleep when it’s too hot, I mean, if it had air conditioned inside the closet I might sleep well, thus I could even sleep in a coffin, ha! But no, I had to go back to bed to sleep a bit cooler... mhh, maybe in winter... uhm, another thing is that I mostly need a pillow to feel comfy or else, I kind of feel empty... I... I would like to sleep in the clouds. |
