2003-11-10 17:59:13 ET|
so what is it half empty, half full, .....water....*shrugs* i don't know, it's words...i going to probably ramble a bit but thats because my instant messengers are strangely silent, but i really wonder, how much of our lives are purely fiction filler crap, inventions of our minds ... maybe a while ago i would have said none of it is, but the more i watch, the more i'm pretty sure, most of it is...
i've thought of following that example, tracing how much of my world was an invention of my mind, but its a very subtle thing to pick up on, you have to watch not only the world around you but the motions of your own mind, i have the haunting feeling that all of it is...that the whole world is a projection of my own mind...
sometimes this feeling is re-intrepreted in my mind, sometimes i feel that its the reverse, that i can view the whole universe with only my mind, a single mind seeing all others...not intimately rending single minds, but just feeling like an extension of a larger whole...
either way i'd say i'm not one of those people who believes in a god entity...i find the idea of something or some one watching and planning all of this history as detestable... i would say i side more with the ideal that this world is the world of pain and suffering