i feel like i'm dying. I mean, what the fuck mother nature! was it really nesseccary to have my rag come a week or two early? its kinda convient how it starts the week of my birthday. what the fuck! this is a fucked up birthday present from you! usually you give me the joy of Lily of the Valley blooms on my birthday. So this year you are going alittle backwards on me, No lillies, no beautiful smell of these little flowers, just blood and cotton to shove in my cunt. thank you! thank you very much, i really appericate this! so instead of having a normal enbriated 21st b-day... i'm going to be rushing to the bathroom every hour wondering if i'm leaking or not. its times like this, that you just wanna reach up inside and rip your ovaries out!
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The beach!       My dad, biff and ryan walking on the beach  Me and My DAD  The 1st starfish  The 2nd starfish  if you see this coral DO NOT TOUCH IT! 
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i got this wife beater at walmart, its green and had a skull with a bandana that says " pirates for life". i love it got my mom her mothers day card and this bamboo tree shes been talking about for 3 weeks now. got myself some new underwear, some bandanas, ummm...thats about it. it was fuckin expensive. i hate shopping there. oh i'm so bored. i guess here in a couple of hours i'll call justin, have to wait til after 7pm, cause kinda low on cell phone minutes til next week. the big 21 is in 7 days. i think we might go to this new club that opened here in town called the rusty hook. oh boredom on a scattered rain stormy day.
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maybe so. i remember back in the day when i was on here i would talk to people like SiS , remember moma SiS?, and Terror, and Junkie Gal(Cyndi), Anti-Flag, Anti-Laci, Casey, oh my lots of you lifer subk'ers. Now SiS is no longer on here, niether is Casey, Cyndi is married to Aaron and they moved, Terror just started to come back....oh its crazy. I hardley talk to anyone on here anymore. lonely journals... is it time to move on? will i regret it? i can write about things on here that i dont nessecarily want people to see on myspace. And myspace is soooo...typical. I really love my subk'er friends though. anywho.. on another note, i dyed my hair, HOLY SHIT! its bright fuckin red. Somehow should tone it down, maybe a couple of washes will dull it though. My dad is here til Tuesday and him and my mother dearest are getting along more than they have in 3 years. Will they get back together? God I fuckin hope not. But it just makes life easier when they get along. i need to get a shower and go to walmart, mom said she would get me anything i wanted for my b-day, i said " how about an 8-ball and a car?", she said no, something within a decent price range, so i figured i'll look for a new comforter. b-day in 7 days! I'm so excited! yea, i know..... i'm a dork! |
it was a slooooooooooooooooooow fuckin night. rented some movies, for free of course. brothers grim alot like love just friends and red eye. when i got home my dad was here!!! yay! i missed my papa daddy! him and his friend biff will be here until tuesday! i'm excited! oh how i've missed my dad! i'm off tomorrow, so i guess we'll drive up to pawleys island. i need to call justin tomorrow and make some plans, maybe for next weekend when i turn 21. had mom pick me up hair dye tonight, so i think i'm going to go dye my hair now. its called hot tamale. |
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