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| :: they worked! :: | 2004-02-01 09:13:23 ET |
Weekend plans worked out well, cause here I am at AJ's house writing this. We had good times last night, stayed up to 3am. Went to the babyshower yesterday and then went out with some friends last night until AJ got off work. All and all it was a very fun/awesome night! ( i also bought some "dirty dice" for AJ and I to play with, but we haven't gotten to use them yet. They look fun, so hopefully soon!!!)
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AJ,I and two of his friends are going to CiCi's pizza! Yumm pizza and alfrado sauce!
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| ::....fatty...:: | 2004-01-29 15:26:38 ET |
once again another snow day. Bought a new skirt today. I really need to lose weight. To make myself feel better about myself. Pants that fit me a couple of months ago are now tight on me. This is really depressing. I wear a size 16 right now...last summer i wore a size 13. I want to get down to an 11/12 or 9/10. Lossing wieght for me isn't about what others think, its about what I think and feel. It makes me feel really really bad. I mean I don't want to be extremely skinny cause I know I can't get lower than a 9/10 in size because of my built. I just want to go down a couple of sizes for myself. Cause I really feel like shit, no matter what compliments people give me, it doesn't help. There was a time I felt really good about myself and my weight....a time when I could have sex completely naked with AJ and not care, a time my tummy was flat, a time I could look in the mirror and say " Damn I look good". But now its gone, and I want it back. I want to feel good about myself. So if I get back down to the weight I was at the time I felt good, I will feel good agian....I think I'll try Tae Kown Do agian...I enjoyed it.
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| ......snow..ack | 2004-01-28 15:46:17 ET |
Another Snow Day. Blah. So I cleaned and rearranged my room. Its cold, and windy. I bet we don't have school agian tomorrow because the roads are still really bad. I'm hungry. This weather better knock it off. I have a baby shower to go to Saturday and plans with AJ. And I better be able to do that! Today was the first day I was out of the house since Friday. IT was good to see the world outside my house.
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| I HATE SNOW | 2004-01-27 14:09:20 ET |
Yes..I really do. We have had 2days off school. Trying for a third????? I'm sick, and I'm stuck in the house. And thats not good. I'm pretty pissed off. And its making me MEAN!
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| I remember the days.. | 2004-01-26 16:14:47 ET |
When my brother and I would play dr. with our dolls while wearing underwear on our heads...
when I would color under my bed...
the day I ran through the glass door...
...the day I got my first kitten...
....when I had chicken pox..
...and the day I seen my first dead body......
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