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2003-09-09 12:00:42 ET Last night I had a long conversation with AJ. Problem= his lack of affection towards me in public anymore Situation= (don't be afraid if you don't understand some word phrasing) For awhile now AJ hasen't loved me much in public. And that made me start to think he is losing interest in me. I mean I will hug him and he won't hug me back. And I know I'm attached like a leech to him, but I warned him. He has spoiled me with affection for 2 years now, and when he takes it away I get upset. Especially since he stopped so quickly, it wasen't a long slow process. When I see my friend and her boyfriend being all lovey, and AJ and I are standing there, I want us to be all lovey, but he doesn't. He won't kiss me when he's around his work.. or well much of anyone. And it makes me sad damnit! So I told him about it.. and he said he knew thats what I've been wanting to talk to him about. And I asked him that if he knew, why he didn't do anything about. He went on about how I know he's not an open person, and thats why he couldn't do anything about it and blah blah blah. I don't understand it, if he was all loving me awhile ago. I just don't understand it, and I know this all sounds confusing, but I'm confused about it also. Solution=....unresolved... I couldn't explain all of that well because 50 million people are messaging me and my dad is talking to me....sorry.. I'm in another bad mood today... |
