Regret..
2005-11-02 09:27:10 ET

Because of my actions friday nite at a party...me and another friend must go and explain ourselves to another friend that we hurt...I feel like the biggest piece of shit in the world right now. Damn alcohol brings out some bad in me when I'm in a bad state of mind.

On another note I'm heading to Pittsburgh tomorrow to see The Misfits and Clearview Kills! I'm alittle excited about that...


2005-11-02 09:29:19 ET

did this have to do with heather?
i saw a bulletin she posted a little bit ago.

2005-11-02 09:35:10 ET

Sadly yes....it was shit that to me wouldn't be a big deal....but to her it was........but so she knows the whole .."it takes two to tango" type of deal..I'm just going to go and explain the whole nite to her..I'm going to be completely truthful with her...which is just going to hurt her more..but thats what she wants...I can't believe I got myself into this situation..

2005-11-02 09:37:37 ET

what happened? or would you rather not even go there?

2005-11-02 09:44:35 ET

I can tell you...everyone will know eventually anyway... My friends and I went to a Party where Teddy(heathers ex)....we were taking shots with him....I flashed him..my friend did...I PECKED him on the lips...like that you would do with a friend or something....but Teddy was trying to get all up on my friend and I at the begining..and...trying to get us to go downstairs to his room with him...and we kept telling him know..because of heather being our friend....its just fucked up..and when we would do shots with him he'd be like " not to heather".....

2005-11-02 09:45:32 ET

yeah teddy's a freaking whore.
he "fell in love" with me when i first started hanging out with AJ.
he's ridiculous.
i had to be such a blunt bitch to him to get the fact that i was going to date AJ through his head.
i feel sorry for heather for not being able to get over him after this long.

2005-11-02 09:53:28 ET

Yea..I know. I hate the fact that I'm going to lose a friend over this shit. Things could've gotten alot worse, but because I'm friends with her..it didn't. Right now she is acting like he has done no wrong.

2005-11-02 09:56:33 ET

she was like that whenever she first found out he liked me a while back. she thought we were dating and everything was MY FAULT and i was this big "cunt" and i was the one that needed to back off when in fact, it was all him and didn't have a thing to do with me.

2005-11-02 10:01:48 ET

thats how it usually is...well I'm heading out ...I'll talk to you later....

2005-11-02 10:02:32 ET

later.

2005-11-04 12:02:02 ET

She's not talking too me... but I did what I could and told her the complete truth...only time can tell now. I'm not too worried about it anymore though..

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