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2002-07-25 10:20:35 ET Ok, so AJ and I had a bad night. We both agreed that the internet is not the place to hold a conversastion like that agian. So we are kinda ok now. He might be, but I'm not,cause he lied. And that hurts. I always thought and he always told me we didn't have to talk about that subject anymore, but apparently we do. So we are, and hes gunna tell me how he really feels. He tells me my feelings are more important than his. I'mma make it a point that he tells me how he feels . I was thinking of moving to Ireland for 6 months for school over there. We had a little talk on it, and he told me some of his feelings, but not all. So if he really doesn't trust me, or is afraid of me leaving for 6 months, then I'm not going to do it. Even though I want to go soo bad. I always said if I was offered to go, I'd never turn it down, cause going to Ireland is my dream since I was a little kid. But I guess you have to make some scarifices for a relationship, and my dream has to be the one this time. Dreams must die. And I must bury it. |
