2006-06-02 06:36:35 ET|
So I work 5pm-9pm.
Ususally I would be pissed, cause I would having to be spencing money on a taxi, but Jess and I work the same hours today and tomorrow, so I'm riding with her.
That's if she remembers. I
ll have to call her around 4pm, just so she doesnt forget.
Jess is 22 yrs old, she just got married, and she is pregnant.
she has this cute little belly.
I believe shes having a girl.
Ever not do something and kick yourself in the ass for it later?
Everytime I talk to my friend Dick( real name Richard) I do.
I like Dick,
I have had a thing for him for many many years, since we met and played in a band together, but he was in a relationship with one of my friends, and i was at the beginging of my almost 4 year relationship, so I just let it go, no point in fuckin anything up on either end.
Dick likes me.
I'm single and have been.
Dick is single.
Whats the problem? Problem is I couldnt bring myself to tell him until after I moved. I kept saying " i'm going to tell him at this party. I'm going to tell him" and when the opportunity would come about, I would freeze up.
Dick lives in WV, an area that is like an hour and half away from where I was living at in MD.
I live in South Carolina now.
If I would've opened my mouth, we would've been dating, and honestly, I probably would not have left MD, well then again, I might have ended up moving to the area in which he lives.
this is Dick, everyone meet dick.
This a picture of Dick and I about a week before I left.
we talk everyday, whether it be on the phone or the internet.
when i go back in october, he's the one i'm most excited to see as is he excited to see me.
I love Dick.
If you knew Dick, you would love him too.
He is a great, fun, hilarious, caring, kind man.
And why he cant get a girlfriend, back home , i dont know.
I do know,
Because most of the chicks back home like assholes.
You know, the men that beat them, get them pregnant, leave them, or stay with them and fuck around on them all the time.
Girls back home just cant handle a guy that treats them good.
There is never a dull moment when Dick is around.
When him and I were talking the other night, we were talking about if we would've dated, about how we would've had to walk around with Parental Advisory stickers on our face or clothes.
I have a dirty, dirty, flirty gutter mind, as does he.
We would be horrible in public.
Very offensive, vaulgar and sexual.
It would've been fun though.
Like I said, there are only a couple of reason why I would move back to maryland, and as much as I hate to say this, yes, i would move back for a guy, I would move back for Dick.
But heres the deal:
He has a band, that is very very important to him right now.
And I support him in everyway, cause man, can this boy play his heart out on guitar.
He is fuckin amazing.
And he wants to get his band ready to start touring sometime.
I need to get my life together.
I might be getting a new job, a job which will allow me to get financed for a car.
Then when I get this car, I will be going to college for Phlebotomy.
I figured I should get some sort of good job skills under my belt.
I can take that to where ever I plan to be.
So last night we made a deal.
yes, lets make a deal. lol
deal or no deal.
anyway. if he is not in a relationship and nor am I by the time he is 34, we are getting married. ( he is 24 right now and I'm 21)
i'm not a normal sane person.