2006-06-18 19:06:56 ET|
a little explaining:
I just got back from Andrews, SC alittle bit ago, i had to work at blockbuster this evening. I was at my friends house for a couple of days.
Wierd facts and news, i suppose:
So Kristen's, husbands uncle, Jason, says to me "I want you to be in my band"
we talk about it..then he says" Oh yea, we go on tour in 3 months"
Catch is this:
I havent picked up a bass in a year.
I would have to re-learn EVERYTHING.
I dont have a bass anymore, i sold it cause i needed money.
I get stage fright.. and by that i mean even playing in front of 5 people i get wierd.
He has already offered to teach me everything again, has a bass for me to play .....
I will pick everything up again fast though, so its no worry.
It all sounds great, yea.
But I just started a new job.
I'm gaurenteed the amount of cash i need for bills each month with touring, thats what he said. So things would be covered here at the house.
what happens after touring?
I mean, I really dont think my job is going to hold the postion open for me when I come back from the "tour".
I mean, this would be a dream come true for me.
And though I didnt agree to anything yet, he ask me when I want to start practicing.
I would love to do this...and something is telling me too. But, just that "what happens after the tour?"..bothers me a bit. I'm sure it wont be too hard for me to find another job when I'd get back, but still.
on other news...
I think I'm going to just quit at blockbuster, cause its just going to be too much bullshit for little amount of hours and money.. and I'm already covered with bills and then some at my new job.
So I'm deciding that.
Why cant I take these guys i'm talking to and combind them into one?
All together they would make my dream guy.
once again.. in life.. I have found myself in with musician. I really think thats my "type" of guy. And the type I'm suppose to be with. cause I always find myself dating or attracted to one.. even before I find out that they are a musician.