shit son
2006-07-27 22:27:07 ET

it is 3am , and i really think i royally fucked up my night audit report.
oh well, i was gone for 2 weeks, which was me just starting night audit training. I came back to work yesterday, my manager walks me through everything one night and then lets me on my own tonight. blah.
for the most part i think i did ok for my 1st night of winging it.
but i know tomorrow night, well um tonight, when i come back into work i will probably have a bajillion e-mails about all the fuckin up i did.
i think i might go sleep in the back office until 5am, before i have to put out breakfast. i'm dead tired. i got little to no sleep at jasons yesterday. and when i was asleep, his nephew and his wife and a friend came over.. they came in his room... and it was obvious that i was sleeping...
i was sleeping good too.
but they continued to stay in the room and were all loud and woke me up. so lets see.. i got maybe 5 and a half hours of sleep. this morning when we got to his house i slept for maybe 4 hours and then i awoke to his nieces being all loud and shit. and then in the evening for about an hour and a half.
i took a look at the schedule that may be up soon.. and so far i am schedule for 10 straight days.
i'm doing to die of lack of sleep.
i hope they change that fuckin schedule.
this is my payback for being gone for 2 weeks and 2 other girls quitting while i was gone. and ya know...i really couldnt help that i had big ass stones in my kidney and had to get surgery and my doctor didnt want me to be at work.
i guess i'll work 80 hours in 10 days.
i mean it nice that i'm full time now and all, but damn. i'm just starting on this night audit shit.. and 10 days straight i'm going to lose my sanity.
i'm going to have no time to practice. with band shit that is.
this is going to be one hell of a 10 day stretch...
trying to make time for my relationship, friendships, and band stuff inbetween working and sleeping is going to take a toll on me.. i see it coming. there is already a bunch of shit going on.
wish me luck. lol.
oh i'm a dork.
you can tell i'm bored because now i'm just rambling.

my ex's girlfriend is a member on here, Combat Baby, shes a pretty cool gal, from what i know of talking to her on here and myspace and all that fun stuff. But anyway, it cool to know that he is really happy. that they are really happy together. i dated him for 4 years, but i dunno, I still care about him..and still have love for him and all. But seeing that he is truely happy and living a good life makes me happy. I'm glad he's happy. I'm glad I'm happy. I'm glad shes happy with him and treats him well and stuff.

lol.. rambling again
now i seem like i'm on drugs, but i'm not at the moment.
just bored and spurting our random thoughts.

So Jessica, I'm happy for you and AJ!
And even though he doesnt like the fact that you talk to me... tell him i said that I'm happy for the both of you.

ok, so now that i've wasted like 10 minutes of your life.. i'm going to stop typing.

i hope you cool cats have a grand weekend.

2006-07-28 03:29:38 ET

thanks so much nic :)

2006-07-28 10:57:33 ET

you are very welcome :D

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