2006-08-18 00:08:01 ET|
so by this time next year Jason and I should be living in OUR own house on OUR own land. We want to purchase atleast an acre. hopefully more.
We decided that we will go ahead and fix up his trailor and then relocate it. Its just him and I for now.. so we dont need anything fancy.
The trailor has 2 bedrooms and 1 bath.. and we are going to make it 2 baths. Its pretty decent sized. We are basically remodeling the whole thing. Jason will do all the dry wall, plumbing, electrical, etc shit. and I get to do most of the decorating.
I'm so inlove with this man.
Its insane.. i know.
I hate my job, but its going to help me with furture things.
And I only have to work it until something better comes along.
Jason and I have delt with some pretty bad money problems. so bad that we we scraping up pennies for gas.
Things have been looking up lately for us. More shows are being booked. I'm working full time hours.. so I'm getting like $400-$500 a paycheck. I have atleast $200 left over if not more for myself each pay now.
We are happy and content to the fullest extent with each other.
We both hate argueing..so therefore dont do it.
I only do it on 2 occassions... when I know I'm right... or when I think I'm right. lol. but they are cute arguements..not mean at all.
We take time out of the day to go lay down and cuddle...which by the way is a great stress reliever.
When we work different shifts, we miss each other terribly.
My mom says we are inlove and it makes her sick...... shes joking of course.......or atleast thats what she leads me to believe.
We have an EXTREMELY happy and healthy sex life.
We keep each other laughing and entertained.
Never a dull moment with us. not even in sleep. lol.
When around others.. not only are we making each other happy, but we make people around us happy as well.
My mom asked my friend, Jess, while she was down from MD .... " When was the last time you have ever seen her this happy?....have ever seen her this happy?".......
my friends reply was... "no".
I have seriously never been this happy in a relationship.
He does something to me.
He makes me glow.
And no matter how hard I try to hide it.. the glow is so viberant...everyone can see it.
I can see it in pictures of us.
Which I will be posting later today.
SC is definetly my new home.
I could never leave this place as I could MD.
oh my look at me go...
imma stop boring you now.
go and finish working i guess.