2008-05-08 07:15:49 ET|
I'm just going to get straight to it.
Yesterday my dog bit someone.
It wasent bad, she didnt even go to the hospital.
I checked on her to make sure she was ok.
Apparently the whole neighborhood wants my dog gone.
Jason's mom said that they have never had an animal without someone complaining about it. And you know whats sad about this, 90% + of the people on this street is her family one way or another.
A Sheriff came by last night and got my name, DOB, and telephone number. He just said " You need to keep him on a leash or he is going to end up costing you alot of money."
In any case, I'm still expecting animal control to show up.
I'm expecting to hear what I dont want to hear.
And it hurts.
and its my fault, and I know its my fault.
He should've been on a chain. I pretty much have killed my own pet in this situation.
I dont want to lose my dog. He's the one stable thing I have here.
My dog is like my child. That is how I love him and treat him.
I'm good at this fucking up deal.
I am my own worst enemy.
My own crusher of my happiness.
Almost everyone on this street let their dogs run. All of those dogs have just as much of a chance of biting someone as mine did. No matter what the dogs personality, they still are animals and can still snap at any minute.
I lose my dog, everyone better be putting thier dogs on chains an leashes.
I feel helpless. and it fuckin sucks.
I dont need comments or remarks.
Its my fault.
I fucked up.
and I know it.