.......half-sibling....half-life...

Punk Kitten 2008-09-19 10:15:42 ET Yesterday I was checking my Myspace, you know looking a blogs, comments, pictures and whatnot. While checking out what was new I came across my sisters new blog. It made my stomache turn to knots. And just made me feel horrible. I felt like this was a small personal attack on me. Here is the blog.... September 18, 2008 - Thursday 11:59 AM - When will my Father grow up My father and I do not have a close relationship. He wasn't there growing up and claimed he was sorry and was going to do better...HaHaHa I have done my part and gone to visit him...I send a card at Christmas...ya know a few little things to leave that door open... WELL.... I went to visit my step father over the weekend and he had asked about my finances. I stated that my finances are fine and asked why he was concerned... He proceeded to tell me that my biological father was talking to him about how I had stopped by the last time I was in town to borrow money from him. WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!! Borrow money from him...He has no money!! The last time I was in town he bought me a stick of garlic bolongna in Frostburg...I went home and made a big deal about that...I stated that it was the first thing he had ever bought me and I didn't know whether to eat it or bronze it!!! How and why he would say that I borrowed money from him just baffles me.... I have never and would never ever ask him for anything. The one and only thing that I had ever asked him was to leave my grandmothers house to me in his will so that I can make sure it is restored to the nice loving home that it used to be when she was alive. I know that he won't because he often forgets that he has other children and I am okay with that... We had all excepted the fact a LONG time ago that he only has two children Nichole and Ryan and most times you would swear it is only Nichole in his "world"... I am okay with that too...UNTIL my name comes up... Especially as the child who comes to him when I need something or want something....How effed up is that!!! I never asked for anything growing up and I surely wouldn't ask him for anything now...WTF... So, I guess my question is....Should I call him and bitch him out...Write him a letter and hope that he isn't too drunk or stoned to read it and understand it...Or Just let and go and erase him completely? The 3rd one wouldn't be too hard b.c he is just a speck of dander in my life now.... So.....What say you??? .......i dont know how to really respond or react to this....

delete yourself 2008-09-19 10:49:48 ET mega-cunt!

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