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2002-08-22 07:12:02 ET
Yeah. I don't try to have him make a decision, just sometimes it frustrates me. Sometimes it gets to the point where we don't even have a minute alone together, but thats usually alittle bit before a show. And I understand all of that. I support him, I'm that eh, band/groupie type of g/f. I take the pictures and sell the merch, while they are playing or out in the crowd listening to the other bands and moshing and all the good stuff. Sometimes he gets reallt irritable before a show. For that whole month up until the date of the show, he'll be like a real asshole sometimes. Thats mostly because his band don't help him making the patches and CDs and shit. He wont let me help though. In July they had a show. Well I knew he was getting frustrated with things and shit, so I wanted to take him with me for alittle break, so My parents took me him, my lil bro and his g/f to a amusment park in Altoona,PA. It didn't work so well. He wouldn't ride any rides with me, he rode like 4. He just sat around being all pissy. All he did the whole time was think about how he could be finishing up the CD covers instead of being at a amusement park with me. His friend Tony and his g/f showed up. And we were walking around with them, and they wanted to ride this one ride and so did I, well at first he was going to ride it, then he wouldn't so, I kinda begged alittle, and he said no, and stormed off. Made me feel like a real ass in front of his friends and all. They were like " Lets go find him. We'll go with you" so it took a half an hour to find him. Then him and I went to the picnic area to talk, and he flipped out on me for bring him and stuff and just about made me cry. And I said " AJ stop it" he was like " No, why should I stop?!" I said " AJ, just knock it the fuck off, I brought you here to take your mind off of things, too keep you from being really stressed" he was like " Well it was a fuckin stupid idea and just being here with you is making me more stressed." that kinda made me feel horrible so he was still yelling about things and people were walking by staring, and I was like " AJ, don't make me cry here. OK my idea was stupid, you hate it, we'll never do anyting agian besides sit in your room, watch movies and have sex!" ...after awhile things got worked out. But thats what I deal with when his band is close to a show. He gets really pissy with me. I mean its ok, when we are in a room by ourselves talking it out. But not infront of people.
Yeah., but anyway..I will not make him choose, I know its very important to him. he always tells me their are 2 important things in his life that keep him going everyday me and music. I will talk it out with him. I hope we make it another 2 years too. You think AJs hot? |
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