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2002-09-30 17:41:16 ET I can't handle this shit from you anymore Your a disease without a cure Your infesting my head with bullshit I'm know I'm the outcast, just a misfit You say I'm worhtless I must confess, You must be really fucked up For raisind me in this shit ,in this dump You this it hurts me to call me those names Well the numbness came I don't feel a thing You're to blame You're the reason I was put in the psych-ward You're the reason I thought of hanging myself with that cord You're the reason I cut my wrist I couldn't take anymore of your fuckin shit You think I did it for attention I did it to release the tension Do you know how it feels to want to take your own life? I think not,I wanted to take mine with a kitchen knife If you knew what it was like you wouldn't act how you do I fuckin hate you two The scars on my body are a result of your abuse I'm not telling you anymore, I refuse To be the one always hurting, always crying You're full of shit and always lying I'll never tell you any of this because you don't deserve to know I'll just cut myself and let the blood flow But not anymore not for you! You're a waste of my time,nothing you say is true I know this because someones opened my mind They found feelings that I had thought I had lost in time They opened my heart, opened me up and found me lost inside Made me see that I was blind Showed me true love and gave me hope Helped me out and helped me cope I don't need you anymore You're just an ignorant bore I'm in love and I think I'll do just fine He loves me and trys to help me put all of that behind.. |
