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2002-12-08 11:45:09 ET hate feeling like a fucking obligation... hate that the person that can make me the happiest little girl in the world can at the same time turn around and make me the sadest.. also don't know exactly why I got jealous the other day over that thing.... doesn't seem like they like spending much time with me anymore... feel like a burden something that HAS to be dealt with.. can't understand it right now... feel like crying... the love is still there... but it hardly shows anymore... only loved when they want some.. well thats how it seems.. always getting yelled at when trying to do something thoughtful for them... get yelled at for forgetting to ask... want to cry... can't... tears won't come out.. wouldn't the other day either when jealousy hit.. feeling like an obligation fucking sucks... |
