2002-12-24 13:08:30 ET|
Its x-mas eve and
has been drunk since 9am and my brother
is being a selfish fuckin prick like always. My
is cooking food cause were are having and x-mas eve party, shes ok..and
well my christmas spirit has been fuckin ruined. Right now I say " Fuck christmas!". I hate is anymore because this is how its been for the past 5 years and it fuckin sucks. I wish it was fuckin done and over with.
The only thing that made me really happy happened yesterday. I went to AJ's for awhile and then at 8 I gave his mom, dad, lil bro, and grandma my gifts from me and they liked them alot! It made me happy. And then they gave me mine.. and I liked them alot. I miss my AJ :(...
So there was my thoughts. Yeah, Christmas sucks.
So merry fuckin christmas!
(ps: this is the doll AJ got me)