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2002-12-24 13:08:30 ET Its x-mas eve and Dad has been drunk since 9am and my brother Ryan is being a selfish fuckin prick like always. My Mom is cooking food cause were are having and x-mas eve party, shes ok..and ME well my christmas spirit has been fuckin ruined. Right now I say " Fuck christmas!". I hate is anymore because this is how its been for the past 5 years and it fuckin sucks. I wish it was fuckin done and over with. The only thing that made me really happy happened yesterday. I went to AJ's for awhile and then at 8 I gave his mom, dad, lil bro, and grandma my gifts from me and they liked them alot! It made me happy. And then they gave me mine.. and I liked them alot. I miss my AJ :(... So there was my thoughts. Yeah, Christmas sucks. So merry fuckin christmas! . . . . . (ps: this is the doll AJ got me)  |
