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2003-05-22 17:25:22 ET I called Krystal yesterday after school..heres the conversation: Me: "So what are you going to do today?" Krystal:"Probably nothing. I was just getting ready to go get gas in my car." Me: "Oh, well you should come up here so we can hangout" Krystal: " Oh. Well Clay is here and we are going to hang out" .......she totally blew me off..... Called her agian today after school....conversation: Me: "So whats up?" Krystal: "About to let the dogs out to go to the bathroom, you?" Me: "Nothing at all fuckin bored" Krystal: "Me too" Me: " You should come up so we can hang out.We haven't hung out for awhile" Krystal: " Oh. I don't have much gas in my car" Me: " I have a few bux I can give you for gas" Krystal: "Oh well I don't think I have enough to make it out of hyndman." Me: "oh" ......she blew me off agian...she is suppose to be my best friend......... After the conversation yesterday I sat in my room and just pondered things...then I realized some things that suck. Its depressing... no one really hangs out with me much anymore. The only person that does is AJ. Hes the only person that hangs out with me and does stuff with me. Everyone else just blows me off.....I feel invisible...it sucks. I haven't changed any at all. I mean... if it was just anyone I wouldn't mind.... but Krystal and Clay are suppose to be my very close friends....and they have both been blowing me off. I feel like have have the fuckin black plague or something.. " oh no... stay away from her..".....it really sucks. I've been so down for the past 2 days......it really fuckin sucks.....i feel like I'm diseased..... |
