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Ahoy! I'm Miquette, 20, live in Belfast, Ireland, the majority of humans disgust me, dogs are the best thing in the world! I go to ASU/University of Ulster. I like baking cupcakes and eating cheese. I fly kites and blow bubbles.
Yo Ho, Yo Ho, a pirate's life for me
We pillage, we plunder we rifle and loot
Drink up me hearties, yo ho
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot
Drink up me hearties, yo ho
Yo Ho, Yo Ho, a pirate's life for me
We extort, we pilfer we filch and sack
Drink up me hearties, yo ho...
I ♥ Sky! ...my puppy!
Maxfund, the no kill shelter in Denver that I loved, heaven on earth. If you have pets, buy their food at petsmart cuz they give a crapload of money to shelters.
www.maxfund.org
Save the pitty refugees!
www.pitbullband.com
She tackles everyday life with a perverted innocence that just makes you want to give her a big hug... and then stand back very quickly while checking to see if everything is still attached.
Thar's cookies to be plundered!
Oi with the poodles already!
AIM: viciousgrinn
What doesn't kill us only makes us stranger...
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| *Sigh* Good old SK... 2007-12-23 11:10:58 ET |
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Whenever I feel like I've fallen off my path and am losing myself, if I come back and read my old entries on here |I feel so much better. Its like having a conversation with myself. I think I need to start doing regular entries on here again, it for sure helps me maintain sanity. The only problem is that i dont have internet, but |I'm moving into a new place on january 25th that will be fully equipt, woot. I relly need some reflection, I need to figure out what i want to do with my life, this isnt what i'm supposed to be doing, i can feel it, its slowly driving me insane. On a happier note, this is the first christmas away from my family, I have been dreaming of this day for as long as I can remember. Oh the taste of freedom...
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| Long time... 2007-11-05 07:38:53 ET |
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Its been a long time since I've done an entry, I guess the whole evil myspace thing tok me ver a few years back. However, I don't really d blogs on there. This SK is an amazing thing for me to lok back on and reflect on who I was, who I have become, and who I will always be. Whenever I feel like I'm losing myself, I can always come back here, read a few really old entries, and get a grasp on things again.
Right now I'm living in Northern Ireland, its an amazing place. I haven't been this happy in a long time, probably because I have friends for once that don't let me be a longer. As much as I despise the majority of the human race, I'm so much happier being with them rather than just watching with a scowl. These people are isance and almost always drunk and how I love them for it. Who could ask for anythin more.
On another note, now that everyone I associate with are either Irish or fellow internatinals from all over the world, I've learned that cultural stereotypes, for the most part, are insanely true!
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| She is handsome she is pretty she is the belle from belfast city... 2007-10-15 07:25:28 ET |
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I moved to Belfast Northern Ireland for school. Its effing amazing out hereeee!
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| Skydiving... 2006-12-16 16:26:30 ET |
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So I went skydiving yesterday...it was amaaaaazing. I really want to do it again and someday get my liscence, expensive though. I also decided I really want to learn how to fly a plane. After the dive with Cory and Ali, we went to a Xmas theme park and rode rides for 4 hours. Lets just say my stomach isnt still back to 100% but I amanaged not to puke. For video clips of it look under my videos www.myspace.com/stabkillrepeat. Tomorrow is boyfriend's birthday so i get to make a cake and give him presents wee. Also I'm going to bake the 200 xmas cookies on monday, huzzah. Its going to be a good month off and as much as I hate home, its nice being out of the dorms.
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| Why the fuck cant i have my cake and eat it too? 2006-11-25 01:16:05 ET |
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Why can't shit ever work out? Since I've moved to Arizona I've lost and continue to lose more and more people. I've been depressed most of the time I've been out here but whenever I start to remotely be happy shit goes sour. My happiness always hurts someone else. I think I'm destined to be alone and miserable. I'm just going to go live in a cave where I can't hurt anyone anymore. OK so heres the story behind my rant. So I've been pretty much single all year because I haven't been able to sort my shit out. Finally, after fucking him over once and hurting him, I was reunited with Parker. Things have been great, so I promised myself I would do the opposite of everything I did to mess things up before. Meaning, not dating anyone else and finally being ready to try to have a relationship again, a boyfriend...and I finally am ready. So yay, things are great with him, I'm happier than I've been in a year. Oh no I'm happy...that means some bad shit has to go down and I have to crush someone else. So this summer I was reunited with my ex in Colorado and we connected on such an amazingly deep level, no one has ever understood me like he does, I've never had as amazing and deep conversations as I have with him, when I was in my horrible cycle of depression and thinking of fucking my life up, he flew out for a weekend and talked to me until I figured everything out. Hes encouraged me, fixed me, changed my life. Before getting back with Parker, he was the only thing I had, and I was going to be with him every time I went to Colorado, i.e. this upcomming January. Well now that I have Parker, I thought the whole Ben situation would not be fair to either of them. So I told Ben...I crushed Ben. I helped him through as much as he helped me through, thoughts of being with me were apparently what got him through each day. So the idea of me with someone else crushed him, he no longer wants to be a part of my life. The third person I've lost from moving out here...the third of 3 of the most important people in my life. All gone now. Sometime I wonder if I'll eventually loose everyone out there because of the choices I make here. I screw myself over no matter what I decide to do, I screw other people over too. But what am I supposed to do? Not let myself fall inlove with anyone out here? Save myself until I'm back in Colorado? How long will it before I'm back there? Three years? Four years? Ever? Why can't I be happy here and have everyone understand that and be happy for me? I was the happiest I've been since I moved here, I guess I still am, just upset about losing so many people who were so close to me. I wish I could fast forward my life. I'm just about to give up on everything. Parker is the only good thing I have left, even though I already hurt him, he gave me a second chance, hes the only one who has, I'm not about to give that up. I have my cake, but all I can do is wonder how it tastes, because I'll never know. And hey guess what? Just by posting this blog someone is going to get hurt. I'm not sure who exactly, but at least one of you will. Because thats just how shit is for me. I'm sorry.
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