2005-05-16 14:15:02 ET

I always manage to make awkward situations worse.

I was talking to these people today whom i used to be very close with. Turns out they have become completly different people. I was good friends with one of them, but a few weeks ago his girlfriend told him he couldnt talk to me anymore. Apparently i had a secret plan to steal him from her (i wore his sweatshirt once, she thought i was gonna go home and sniff it...she actually said that). High school girls suck. This girl is so foccused on being a noncomformist that it makes me sick. But anyway I was talking to that guy today and some other girl and it was sooo awkward. They look at me like they are waiting for me to leave so they can continue having their amazing convo, that im not good enough to hear.

I'm sick of being single. I saw this amazingly beautiful girl today, i've been friends with her for a while..I don't want to overstep the boundaries. My best friend and I used to be an item, but turns out i liked guys more. Ahh High School confusion.

2005-05-17 05:46:53 ET

non-comformity is the new conformity damnit

and yeah. drama blows.

and yeah being single sucks

but uhm... the confusion thing? no. not so much for me.

2005-05-17 10:49:28 ET

Hahaha true.

I try so hard to avoid drama that i'm always in the middle of it, shit happens i suppose.

Maybe I'm too picky

Heh, yeahhh

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