The 9:30 Club

ShinyStar 2006-01-08 16:03:30 ET Quote of the Day: “I regret every time I raised my voice And it wouldn’t be that bright of me to say I had no choice. I can kiss your eyes your hair your neck Until we forget…” ~ BNL Things I wish I knew: 1. Does he miss me? 2. Does he think about me? 3. Does he wish things were different? 4. Will I only be hurt again if I decide to wait? 5. Is he waiting? Answers Made Apparent on 1/9/06 1. Apparently not. 2. I sincerely doubt it. 3. Probably not. 4. Yup. 5. Guess not. The 9:30 Club ~ Me So the outside world goes on. No doubt you’ll dance at the 9:30 Club Without me No doubt all those little Christmas named girls who always wanted you Will dance with you all through the long night. I don’t like that idea at all. Wish you would wait for me like you keep saying I should wait for you. No doubt you’ll dance at the 9:30 club Without me. Spare a little thought for me that night When you go dancing. Spare a little wish that I was there. Spare a little thought for your old flame. Save your old dance-partner one little dance, when all the rest are gone. Save her at least one little kiss, when you give the rest away. Hold on a little longer…when you go dancing Song to play while reading the above poem: “Old Days” ~ The Slackers “Save a smile for me, just a smile for me. Though you no longer love me. Save a smile for me, just a smile for me. You've pulled so much above me. All these things that I think, though I'm seldom thinking of you. And I stare in my drink and the world turns a soft golden hue. It's true. Just do one thing for me, just one thing for me. I'll ask nothing else of you. Save a smile for me, just a smile for me. Someday, you'll be lonely too. Now I know not the day when all love slipped away never to return. But as day turns to night, yeah, I think that you're right that I'll never, ever learn. So do one thing for me, just one thing for me. I'll ask nothing else of you. Save a smile for me, just a smile for me. Someday, you'll be lonely too. Someday, you'll be lonely too. Someday, you'll be lonely...”

MattHolck 2006-01-08 16:36:46 ET Cake "I need your arms around me, I need to feel your touch I need your understanding, I need your love so much You tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care But when I need you baby, you’re never there On the phone long, long distance Always through such strong resistance First you say you’re too busy I wonder if you even miss me Never there You’re never there You’re never, ever, ever, ever there A golden bird that flies away, a candle’s fickle flame To think I held you yesterday, your love was just a game A golden bird that flies away, a candle’s fickle flame To think I held you yesterday, your love was just a game You tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care But when I need you baby Take the time to get to know me If you want me why can’t you just show me We’re always on this roller coaster If you want me why can’t you get closer?"

ShinyStar 2006-01-08 17:04:01 ET Holy Shit. Those lyrics kick the crap out of everything I ever found! There is absolute truth. They totally nail our situation. Thank you.

MattHolck 2006-01-08 17:08:17 ET Are you patronizing me?

ShinyStar 2006-01-08 17:10:25 ET no. definitely not.

MattHolck 2006-01-08 17:20:10 ET I just gave up It made me free to live my own life

ShinyStar 2006-01-09 03:02:10 ET I can see where that would happen. It's possible that I may be blogging myself into that very same conclusion...It just apparently takes me longer.

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