"Ain't it hell when I'm gone?"
2006-02-20 20:08:14 ET

Things I Miss:

ratty sneakers
too short pants
concert t-shirts
long car rides
socks with holes
wrinkled shirts
singing the radio
looking for CD's in the car
holding hands
getting lost on accident
getting lost on purpose
funny facial hair
eating in the car
strong fore-arms
his face in the moonlight interior of the car
compassion
understanding
being caught stealing glances
spontaneous "you know"
gentleness
our cat
the black hat (backwards and frontwards)
record hunting
flea market hopping
comic book shopping
windows down despite having an air-conditioner
fighting
playing John-Calvin Ball while fighting
sarcasm
mexican food
dancing
love letters
love letters disguised as mix tapes
hiking
swimming
the hollow of his neck where I fit so perfectly
walking in parks
daydreaming under the stars
car shows
outdoor fairs
amusement parks
laughing
broom closets
the ever elusive "him"

Things I Don't Miss:
selfishness
being lied to
broken promises
secrecy

(hrm...kinda evens out doesn't it?)

Bad Day ~ Daniel Powter

"Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day"




2006-02-21 09:43:42 ET

some secrets are best just that - secret.

Most people unload their 'guilty' secrets as a way of attonement, like confession. That to me, is a weak mindset, which only serves to hurt one person and ease another's conscience.

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