2005-01-25 16:59:39 ET
1)The luxury that I allow myself really isn't a secret. At the end of the day, I love a super hot scalding shower(back to the shower), cigarette in one hand, and coffee or tea in the other, and just zone till the hot water runs out. I figure it is my moment of zen after a long tiresome day. My second luxury is head/temple massages, and hand massages...*stomps foot like a puppy.
2)Last time I cried. When we granted my father his last wish, And that was to be cremated, and have his ashes scattered at sea.It was a beautiful blue day, birds were flying about.We set a wreath of three dozen roses at sea, And before I scattered him, I could only say so much, cause I was loosing my shit, choking up, sobbing,not believing the reality of what was happening, but at the same time knowing he wasn't going to go through any more tests,no more radiation therapy, no kemo therapy, no meds , just free, made me smile, but tear at the same time. As I dropped his ashes in the center of the wreath, I could see the ashes in the clear green glassiness of the ocean spirl outward towards open water, into the sunset.So now, when I am at the beach I always say hi to him, and tell him how things are going.
3)Sense of humour is tops!you have to have one or this fucked world will eat you up and spit you out! Second is attitude. You could be the most gorgeous person in the world, but if you tude sucks, it can make you exceedingly ugly(I've broken up with people cause of tude!).I like confidence, but not to the point where it makes you wanna retch. And last(since I'm a guy.), a cute butt:P(*All answers refer to females.)
4)My obituary would say:
"Many knew him well, Yet many knew him few."
5)Parachuting, drag racing,Snipering peole and getting the duckets for it, and finish my tats , Have a loving wife(*Your out there somewhere.....Yoohooo!),have 3 or 4 kids, and see grandchildren.