2008-10-17 22:09:58 ET

Made the drive to and from Omaha safely. Though my ass was dragging on the way back, My lady cranked up the heater...And it's like a mild 50 outside. So I start to open the window a crack, so I wouldn't fall asleep. Seriously...What don't I get biatched at for anymore? Breathing? Leaving a shite in the procelain throne, doing the laundry? The word frustration comes to mind! Seems like I can do no good anymore. Just negative stuff in her eyes? Sometimes ya wonder why you even fucking bother to go out of your way, to be considerate?

Found out thursday while visiting the chiropractor. That I have a pinched nerve in my hip area. The long drive didn't help. It's my right side. My wallet side of my arse. When I got out of the jeep. My whole right side felt numb and dead!!!

Maybe I should purposely fall asleep on the couch with the cats? At least they snuggle with you, reguardlessly right? Tried once again to snuggle with the old lady. Got denied. She rolled over on her side.Left empty handed.

What more can a person take?

It's 2am. Have work at wally world at 8am. A full day shift. Super....


2008-10-18 05:11:16 ET

That's rough man. Have you considered a separation to make her know what it's like to be without you?

2008-10-20 20:38:20 ET

Mayhaps..I should consider saving up and buy a real doll?

2008-10-21 01:51:34 ET

Hehe. The only problem I see is they can't scream back. :(

2008-10-21 15:27:28 ET

I could always have a female friend dub the soundtrack...errr...voice:P

2008-10-21 15:51:58 ET

Hah. I'd just take advantage of the lady at that point. ;)

2008-10-21 17:56:13 ET

Hehehe! Real doll!

Ps. I think you should drop her. I know its harsh, but life is too short to feel miserable like you..

Is it really worth it?

2008-10-21 17:56:25 ET

Hehehe! Real doll!

Ps. I think you should drop her. I know its harsh, but life is too short to feel miserable like you..

Is it really worth it?

2008-10-21 19:52:21 ET

I meant to say "miserable like you do"

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