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2008-12-10 11:21:28 ET
Just finished putting the lites on the tree. I like coloured ones. The lady likes the white ones. Am burnt out on Christmas completly, due to working at Walmart! Tired of hearing semi depressing Christmas music. Tired of being in a relationship, that seems to be going now where. Superly tired of seeing couples hold hands in the store, all cheery looking and partially content. Especially when I can't even get my lady to hold my hand, in public or private! Makes you feel as if you have leoprosy or something. Makes you feel about three inches tall, and worthless!!! Worthless to the point of being numb, cold, and not giving two shites in springtime about another living soul! Except the cats. They cheer me up, in their own way.
Still no job prospects. Been looking twice a day. Most are in other towns, 30 plus miles away. If you've ever drivin 30 miles in ice and snow. It makes the trip seem like 70 or 80 miles. No word from the unemployment claim I made last Friday either. Talked to my managers again at Walmart for hours. Still nothing. That's three weeks I've asked.Once again. Silence.
And it is projected that this recession. Is only gonna get worse. |
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