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2009-03-14 15:38:39 ET So I awoke with stomach cramps from the fast food I had last nite. It was 1:45am ish. And she had just gotten out of the bathroom, using her cell phone as a lite. I freaked her out, cause I was just standing there waiting patiently. Her eyes were semi glazed, and I could smell the alki reeking off of her. Told her we need to talk. "About what she said?". Told her it was odd behavior for her to be out so late, when the bars close at 2am in this town. Plus one of her friends had just broken up with her boyfriend. So I'm guessing they went out trolling for guys?! I then find a bottle of mineral bath body oil, that says it's laced with natural phermones on the bottle. What am I to fucking think? Seriously. She moves outta my room, starts drinking again, is out till the wee hours, has the lotion, and ignores any advance from me? As she stormed upstairs. I wrote her a letter. Asking her straight up, if she's been seeing or being with anyone else? In a relationship, this is the last question I would ever wanna ask! But yet. If something is on your mind, you should ask! Instead of letting it eat at you. Well she tells me this morning, that she feels totally insulted that I ask that! And that she hasn't. Let's hope I don't get any phone calls from, friends otherwise. So I'm not in the world's greatest mood. I need cheering up real bad! |
