2009-03-19 16:17:32 ET|
Today was just recockulously long! I mean it fucking dragged arse!
Spent 3/4 of yesterday cleaning house, scrubbing anything porcelain(toilets, sinks, tubs.). Cleaning floors, catboxes, doing laundry, cleaning drapes. Trying to make the house nice for her. Make her feel comfortable. I even made potato soup with broccoli and cheddar from scratch. Spruced up the bathroom with candles, and different kinds of bubble bath items. Planned a nice romantic evening. Even if any physical didn't come from it, a nice soothing bath together with hot tea would have been nice.Got rejected! Imagine that one!!!
Tomorrow is Friday. And I expect another drunken stupor of a nite for her. So not looking forward to it. And I even feel more on edge, knowing that she has a crush on someone, that is out there:(
Where's fucking calgon when you need it?