2003-12-14 17:25:09 ET

So I haven't posted anything else lately than the occasional quote or excerpt or poem. Sorry 'bout that. I did write my own poem after "That Something" (2 posts ago)!

But that barely counts.

So here's what's going on in my l'il world right now.
I have a girl in my life whom I love to bits and I know is the right person for me. I don't like being away from her. Even for a few hours.
I have this cold that's trying to be menacing to me, but not really accomplishing its task. I think my immune system's got its number on file. HAHA! I laugh at your puny attempt to decommission me! *uses lazer-eyes to vaporize cold*
uhm.... I'm on vacation on the 20th until the 28th.

See? Not much to say right now. The routine has me for now. Christmas is not really happening at my house this year, considering my Dad is retiring and therefore taking a pay cut, and my Mom has been on sick leave since July and will soon be on disability, so she took a paycut as well. We're getting a tree, but there won;t be any presents under it this year. I think everyone I know is falling on financially hard times.

I haven't been out to a club in ages. I'd love to head out to Savage Garden, decked out in pvc or something and have a few drinks and see people I haven't seen in a looong time.
But at the same time, there's a whole drama that I left behind and that I'm glad I did. I miss the Fetish Masquerades, but it's expensive to go, and theGirl doesn't wanna go (not that I blame her, she has and understandable aversion to running into my ex's, as do I).

So I feel a little down, but I know that whenever I'm with her, I feel good.

I love the way she makes me feel,
the way she smells
the way she tells a story to me I may have heard before, but as if she'd never told me it before.
She's special to me and I love her so. With her I want to have a good vacation.

This is what happens when I try to come up with something interesting to post. I ramble about how much I love theGirl.

k, i'll stop.

2003-12-14 18:31:08 ET

I love the way you help me see myself as something to be valued; something beautiful.

I love how you fuss with your hair till it's perfect ... then fuss with it some more.

I love how you want to take care of me, to make me feel secure, and feel loved.

... and I do feel all those things. I love you, and how you love me.

2003-12-15 12:21:06 ET

keep rambling. it's wonderful and makes me feel hopeful.

you 2 are so great. :)

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