2004-06-15 15:58:21 ET|
I'm starting packing today.
I'm not sure I'm emotionally prepared for this.
As much as I want to move in with theGirl, I'm not sure I want to leave here. And after I leave, I can never come back to this home. This house will go to someone else, with its memories, my memories, locked in its walls.
I grew up here. Came home at late hours here. Partied here. Had my triumphs and my downfalls here.
You can make many different places into a home. But the memories you put into that home, they get locked there.
To never return to a "home" can be upsetting.
I'm not sure how I'll take this.