2002-08-10 14:08:53 ET|
Today I went and met my bestest friend in the world Ariel at the beach. We sat at Mike's Place (which is a shoreline pub) and drank beer. It was fun. It seems everyone is going all regressional. It seems that after 3 years compulsory service, all you wanna do is go back to 10th grade. Hmph. Anyways, so that was cool, later I went on to visit Granma, who's kinda alone since grandpa died...
On the way back Noa called and asked if I'd like to go grab a bite downtown Tel-Aviv at the Burger King (I dunno why BK). Anyway, we (Aya, Moshik, Noa and I) ended up going someplace else (yum! Pizza!).. That was yum. Uhm, fun.
These last two days have been rather hallucinatory for me. I haven't slept much this whole week, and I've been drinking pretty much daily. I don't geerally eat much anymore, so basically, I'm living off an alcohol diet, with sleep deprivation. I'm wondering if that has to do with these sudden feelings of uber-ickiness I'm getting all the time.
It's weird, a month ago I felt like I was on the brink of a personal breakthrough. Emotionally, artistically, spiritually, you name it. Now, I feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff, holding on for dear life.. And I don't know what's wrong with me.
:: Listening to: VNV Nation - Beloved ::