Alright I've been in Tennessee for roughly a week now and I may have a job Tuesday. If I'm lucky. I have to call them around 8A.M, which is nearly 5 hours from now. If I can I maybe working in another security company. Allied Barton. God I hope I get this.
And I miss Cristalis... I haven't been sleeping more than 2 or 3 hours a day, I haven't been eatting right, and I keep hearing her crying when I'm alone at night. I think I'm going insane! I hope I can do this and earn enough money to have her get here. I know I can help us! Damn it! I've got to be a man about this! I can do this! I've got to smack the world into being my b*tch! I have too! Jesus! I hate not having Cristalis here! I feel empty as sh*t!