2007-05-28 23:05:53 ET


Alright I've been in Tennessee for roughly a week now and I may have a job Tuesday. If I'm lucky. I have to call them around 8A.M, which is nearly 5 hours from now. If I can I maybe working in another security company. Allied Barton. God I hope I get this.

And I miss Cristalis... I haven't been sleeping more than 2 or 3 hours a day, I haven't been eatting right, and I keep hearing her crying when I'm alone at night. I think I'm going insane! I hope I can do this and earn enough money to have her get here. I know I can help us! Damn it! I've got to be a man about this! I can do this! I've got to smack the world into being my b*tch! I have too! Jesus! I hate not having Cristalis here! I feel empty as sh*t!

2007-05-29 16:15:52 ET

i'm sure she misses you too. good luck with the new job!

2007-06-01 00:40:34 ET

Yeah, you're right. Thanks for the cheer there. >.< I start work Tuesday after I go pee in a cup friday morning. If I can drive that is. lol

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