Wasted Youth 2003-07-16 18:31:59 ET i think i am falling into my depression again. i HATE being so fukked up all the time. its not good for me or the people in my life. i seriously wanna just have that realease from it all. i wanna move away and get back into old habits...at least then i dont have emotions. or they are masked. whutever i can't handle this isolated loneliness anymore. how hard is it to find someone to care for you and hold you at night. that is all. thanks for coming out. here comes the emo ch00nz!

Shinigami 2003-07-16 18:52:37 ET Hm.. i knda know whuh ya meen. sorry

Wasted Youth 2003-07-16 21:41:52 ET why r u sorry?

Shinigami 2003-07-16 21:46:16 ET idk.. it's an expression. WHY THE HELL DOES EVERYONE TAKE THAT SO LITERALLY?

Wasted Youth 2003-07-16 21:47:56 ET |hands you a valuim| calm down hun

Shinigami 2003-07-16 21:49:29 ET heh.. i wish... no wait.. i'm sXe.. stay away!

Wasted Youth 2003-07-16 21:51:46 ET Oo another self proclaimed sXe baby!

Shinigami 2003-07-16 21:53:41 ET YEA! only not, i'm only kinda sXe

Wasted Youth 2003-07-16 21:54:57 ET and whut does that entitle? define for me.

Shinigami 2003-07-16 22:00:16 ET Oh well um.. I don't do drugs, no more. I don't drink, no more. But I have sex quite regularly (u asked almost sXe status) And also, it's more like i TRY And stay away from that stuff. I know a lotta users so like every year or like every 5 months i might get a contact high being in a car w/ friends... but if they aint driving I get outtta the car. My reasons are: most people I know have been severly damaged by alcohol and weed and now i dont liek them as much as before. aka: my dad, my gf, a few of my friends... I'm not really sXe i just say that b/c i dont liek explaining it to EVERYONE, but you are kool. so its kool. and it's more like i just dont get involved w/ anything barly at all.

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