2003-11-07 00:30:07 ET

i am sooo traumatized.

ok my town is about the size of 28,000 which isnt that big.

and one of the frequented local bars.....i know most everyone ...from growing up with them and etc.

ANYWAYS tonght i go into the girls bathroom and whut do i see on the toilet.


A FUKKEN NEEDLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my gawd.


the werst paet is i kno most all of the girls prutty well that were there tonight.

so i guess the lesson is....YOU NEVER KNOW.

YOU NEVER FUKKEN KNOW.

i am sooo freeked out i feel violated or something.

i have to work in the morning and am tooo fukked i think i need t o puke before ned...i almost pukked wheni saw it.

at least jonas (the owner) removed it.

oh gawd....goodnight.


2003-11-07 00:36:58 ET

I don't get it.. Someone doing drugs is their choice.. and who is to even say if it is a bad choice at that?
I do not understand how you are so traumatized by it either.. Drugs are everywhere.. I thought everyone would be desensitized by now.

2003-11-07 00:52:25 ET

ummm actually if you knew my town and the people that go to that bar you whud undertsand.

i am not judgeing or anything.

i am more horrified by the act than anything.

if you even knew me or my life.

you would understand.

for me to judge on something as drug use...whud be a uhhhhhi dunno hypocrite.

i am fukken desensitized thank you.

2003-11-07 05:19:30 ET

uck.

2003-11-07 05:48:48 ET

when you decide to bring drugs into a public place, it stops being your business. maybe its me but i find it wrong that we should be used to seeing needles in bathroom.

2003-11-07 08:33:14 ET

I still dunno... How does seeing a needle affect you?
Have you ever been in an earthquake while your buddy was shooting up? having him have a fucking needle stuck in his arm? .. I think you guys need to pop the bubble you live in, and look outside

2003-11-07 08:34:34 ET

i agree.

2003-11-07 08:34:48 ET

with likenooneelse.

2003-11-07 08:36:33 ET

pop the bubble were living in?

im not going to list my experiences cause its no ones business. but let me just say that everyone has an experience no one has the right to say that someones trauma is lesser than anyone elses. i think its wrong for you to think that anyones sheltered because they find a needle in a bathroom disturbing.

2003-11-07 08:39:14 ET

I understand your arguement of everything affecting everyone differentyl, I am just sayin if that traumatizes you, you are in for a total fuck over when you get out in life.

2003-11-07 08:46:59 ET

ive seen my share and i think i'd still be freaked out over a needle or anything in a public place.

2003-11-07 08:53:33 ET

i think virSekt needs to re think alot of his statements before saying them.


time for work!

2003-11-07 11:35:45 ET

Sorry that you cannot see that I have a different view, and do not think the same as you..

2003-11-07 18:24:23 ET

why are you sorry.

everyone is entitled to their own opion.

i just think you need to understand other points of logical views.

meh i am fukken tireed.

2003-11-08 00:12:54 ET

That was what I was saying... thanks ..

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