2004-02-06 00:25:47 ET

when i watch some movies.

that are suppose to make ppl feel special and how great life is.

make me not want any of it, maybe itz becuz i dont have it, i dunno.

will this loniness and mellon collie ever end. or is it all death by design.


2004-02-06 05:54:17 ET

death by design because all that haapiness bullshit is for show. But all on what price you want to pay. Love is pain eventually

2004-02-06 11:11:10 ET

but i wouldn't mind having it at least once.

even for a short while.

2004-02-06 12:25:46 ET

Love is overrated. Fuck em all, the world isn't good enough for you and you don't need to be like those people. Personally, I don't wan t a lifel ike in the movies...how boring...and you know when you see the happy ending that if they were real people they wouldn't be happy forever.

2004-02-06 16:50:30 ET

no i want a movie life either.

but i just wanna taste love.

just a sample.

2004-02-07 08:16:12 ET

Love doesn't really exist it's just oxytoncin, but I'm sure you will experience it someday :)

2004-02-07 13:21:42 ET

j00 mean oxycontin?

2004-02-07 14:37:16 ET

no oxytocin, I might have spelt it wrong, Oxycontin is a painkiller...a very fun one.

2004-02-07 21:07:10 ET

yes i heard.

hahaa.

so is this other thing you speak of a natural brain chemical or something.

2004-02-08 05:45:53 ET

Yes it's the chemical in your brain that makes you feel "in love"

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