2004-03-04 14:08:00 ET

ok so i had this dream last night the freeked me out.

about boy #1 (my best friend) and boy #2 (guy i work with)

so i was at this huge ass house party, it was like a club tho there was a line up at the door. so as soon as i walk in there is a mirrior by the door and i see boy #2 , and i go into the next room and he is nowhere to be found, i run all around the house looking for him, and i go outside ands till can't find him, i get mad at my friends for slowing me down, ppl keep talking to me and try to stop me from running away, and i see him outside, so i run outside and he is gone, all the time boy #1 is right beside me talking to me and following me around, asking whut and who i am looking for.

then i start crying over boy #2 while boy #1 comforts me.


and then i wake up.

so wtf does this mean, that boy number 2 will flake and run away, and boy number 1 will always be there for me??


i dunno anyone kno anything about dreams.



p.s i am in love with buck 65


2004-03-04 14:47:16 ET

Thats what it would mean to me if I dreamt about men that i work with.

2004-03-04 17:26:02 ET

but i am also friends with him.

i dont just work with him.

2004-03-05 07:55:35 ET

i would totally think that it means through everything, #1 will be the guy you go to in the end. he'll be the one who sticks by you through everything, even through you being with other guys.

2004-03-05 12:12:32 ET

i also think this is true.


like last nigth i went to a party and hung out with guy #2 alllllll night. while guy number 1 onlooked . and seemed kinda weird about it.

2004-03-05 12:43:11 ET

this is way too familiar of a situation for me. being guy 1 sucks lemme tell ya....

2004-03-05 17:16:24 ET

but thing is.

i do have feelings for himn and him for me

they are just too deep and its not the right time.

2004-03-05 17:53:41 ET

i know that feeling all too well sweetie

2004-03-05 20:49:48 ET

it sux. but i kno that someday it wil be amazing.

2004-03-06 05:19:28 ET

exactly. you just have to put up with it being shitty for now... but things do get better. i mean, if they managed to get better in MY situation, they'll sure as hell get better in yours :)

2004-03-06 11:09:22 ET

Oo last night we found like crazeeee.

then i drove him home.


sooooo much hostility.

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