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2004-03-23 11:53:19 ET HE BROKE MY HEART. when i thought i broke his. funny how things that that turned out. he is with his ex. and not me, why does it all even matter? this is the most fukked up expericne i have had, when we were never even together. it pains me, to relaize that i never even got to tell him how i felt. he told me everyday how he felt, in his own way that is, and out of the blue he stomped on me in my perfect hour. left me for dead, and then proceeded to search for me after i was gone. i haven't seen him for over a week. and i have been going crazy, he usually calls, to see if the 'spell" is over, but this time he didn't. now there are rumors that i am pregnant with his child, if that wasn't the worst part, i think his ex created it,and he is now with her, the cancer of his heart. i am in a sickened but sad mood right now, after hearing this, and am completely lost. will the other boi "the good one" find me, or will he be confused and scared of this situation, and think its the wrong time to pursue. |le tear| |
