2004-04-01 12:06:53 ET

ok so here is the deal.

last night was weird.

i was suppose to go out with boi #2 and i told him i whud call at 10:30 pm, and he wasn't home again.

so i was all upset again, decided to go out anyways, and to my surprize he was already out, he said he was waiting for me since 8 pm. oh my.

so we hung out and it was tonnes of fun, then when we were sitting with everyone even boi #1 and he hugged me kissed my neck then stole a kiss. i didn't even kno how to re3act and i dont even kno whut happened.

but he did this a couple times. and it was all unexspected and awkward. that it was only ever a peck, kinda.

so does this mean that i was sending him the wrong signals. or wtf, i shud have just listened to everyone else and just grabbed him.

fukk, i am in such regret, gah! i hate regrettig things.

anyways i am goin to see him at work soon here. and wtf shud i say. this is all so junior high.


2004-04-01 15:40:11 ET

if you're not at all interested in him I'd say just explain it to him.

2004-04-01 16:32:27 ET

no0 no

i am sooooooooooooooo in love with him.

2004-04-01 19:41:35 ET

Well, if he was kissing you, I think it's fairly safe to say that he digs you. take that as you may, ,for I am one without any experience in the field (let alone much social experience).

I dunno, play it by ear? I'd like to say tell him how you feel, but really you should do what you feel is right.

2004-04-01 20:21:48 ET

I'm pretty inexperienced in that field too...but I say that if he was kissing you then that has to be a good sign...yes...

Here is my advise:
1. Get drunk (cause things are always easier when you are drunk)
2. Kiss him
3. Grab him
4. Don't let go 'till the next morning

But if things would work out in real life the way they play out in our heads the world would be a much different place... and advise is so much easier to give then recieve...let alone act out on...sorry

2004-04-01 20:23:03 ET

To that last part: ain't that the truth!

2004-04-01 21:00:07 ET

no i am so mad i didnt do that last time.

if he acts the same next time i am goin to grab him.


hopefully he may surprize me by coming out ontigt. but he is a wild card.

full of surprizes.

2004-04-01 21:01:01 ET

thats what makes him better! i'm sure you'll get another chance...

2004-04-02 00:58:05 ET

hope so.

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