waiting for a phone call
2004-04-02 17:50:44 ET

waiting for the boi to call.

i hope she remebered to give him my phone number.

all that crying took alot of energy out of me. i dont want to go out if he wont be out. but i cant kno that unless i do go out. oh gawd.

i am so tired and spent. want to curl in a ball and sleep.

but dont want to miss out on oppurtunity's to come.

what would you do.


2004-04-02 18:02:27 ET

i'd go. and if he wasn't there, i'd leave. hehe.
either that or i would go, and even if he wasnt there, try and enjoy myself anyways.

if you don't go, there will always be the "what if's"... and those are never ever good.

2004-04-02 18:14:22 ET

yeh i think me and my friend who has the same name as me are goin out to diss boiz.

still waiting for him to call. i gottah shower n stuffs. i wish he whud call so i could start getting ready.

funny whut a cliche' girl sitting by phone.

2004-04-03 09:35:53 ET

I would take a night to myself and sleep, personally. When I was feeling better I'd go out and dazzle the man-folk. =)

2004-04-03 12:28:48 ET

oh my.

i went to like 5 diff places looking for him.

found him, then he watched me flirt with everyone else.

but thing is i dont consider it flirting. i am just affectionate person and i love my boiz. there mah crew.

2004-04-03 16:08:58 ET

thats the same with me. i have like 1928374759302 guy friends, and like 4 girls. haha. everyone thinks i'm a huge flirt, but they're FRIENDS. no-one understands it. but you do. hehe<3

2004-04-03 16:43:29 ET

i do.

and i couldnt look at him at work today for some reason. i think what was almost is gone.

i am so confused and fukked up. i dont even kno whut to do.

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