2002-07-20 23:14:39 ET|
I thought I could leave
Yet still they pull me back here
My unhappy place
there is no real cure for a life of loneliness and depression. all i want it to be loved. and end this unbearable pain that i have had for the past 21 yrs.
it is all becoming to much to stand anymore. i have the desire to just give up and end all my suffering.
COWARD. bah. this fukken suckz. *sobs*
i want some drugz.