2002-07-28 00:06:06 ET|
why must i tourture myself.
in bein painfully hurt and saddend by every little detail.
maybe its becuz i kno that the very thing that i long for i will never ever get.
it is getting more depressing and unbearable.
the caplets and white lines are getting repetative.
blah/ i go to sleep forever. or at least until the next day of my life in forever loneliness and solitude.