2002-11-05 21:16:43 ET

why do people have to be sooo depressed.

i mean and your doctors and parents dont acknoledge it.

it gets too much for me to handle sometimes and no one cares.

they say they do. but honestly and i know many of you know this. they don'yt wanna hear or care how much you hate your life. they just want you to smile and get over it.

but after soo many years of bottling it up it gets too much.

i am soo sick of being ignored. i guess thats why i am leaving. but still will they see. i dont think so.

i am grown and i feel like a little girl. i hate the fact that my parents are making me feel sooo guilty about leaving. and that tthey almost are saying like oh she'll be back.

BLAH. i dont kno what i am talking about.

i just dont wanna be depressed anymore. night.


2002-11-05 21:18:48 ET

that sucks. I'm sorry that they are saying things like that... that sucks. I'll do a lil' jig for you if it makes you feel any better *does a lil dance*

2002-11-05 21:19:49 ET

awww hun.

that made me smile. i love that. i imagine a cute lil jig.

i guess thats why i always say it to ppl. put a smile on their faces.

2002-11-05 21:20:57 ET

hehehe yes. indeed. i'll even hum the mexican hat dance while I do it too.

2002-11-05 21:21:56 ET

hehehe.

but my pills are kickin in. sleep time for me.

then i start going thru my stuff tomorrow.

2002-11-05 21:23:08 ET

okily dokily. goodnite. sweet dreams and all that good stuff

2002-11-06 06:26:37 ET

i know how you feel i am bipolar...it sucks

2002-11-06 10:59:50 ET

well i kno i am alot of yhings.

i only just got diagnosed with my huge adhd buit.

which i have had intensly my whole life.

blah i dunno i am going to see a good psychologist when i get to victoria.

i can't wait for someone to actually see if they can help me.

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